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Mmm.

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Grass.

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Why did I do that?

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I was bold,
that's why my mouth is...

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dry. Water.

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I always worry that they will me
make grass free?

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Indecisive or less ambitious,
which would be horrible.

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Well, you seem happy.

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Happier.

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Relaxed.

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No, I'm just tired.

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Witty.

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Self-aware.

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Come on then. Eat that.

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Eat to your heart's content.

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Eat until your hands
they don't swell that much

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that you can't handle cutlery.

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Another bread basket?

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Yes please.

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But why are you alone, Pete?

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What's not to love about Pete?

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Uh, well, I'll be straight with you.

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I believe that women,
mostly, unbearable.

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But I realized that
I can't live without them.

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No, I won't live without them.

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Truth.

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My parents, it's hard
to find such love.

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You know, well laid back.

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I want to feel alone
when my wife leaves the room...

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- Nen you don't want to.
- My father was like that

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somehow he was all beheaded
until my mother shows up.

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- God, how suffocating.
- Or just cute?

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Not.

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Mandy, I'll be honest with you.

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I'm religious.

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You're kidding.

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No, I'm a religious enthusiast.

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What else are you going to say strangely?

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Come on, it's nice.
I live with hope.

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- Do you?
- I'm just saying

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- I am a believer.
- Well, I'm...

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Let's be honest...

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That seems to be the measure of things.

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I have no reason to court you.

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- Then why are you here?
- I don't know, Pete

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- Because I found you interesting.
- Not enough to blow me?

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Honestly, Pete,

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you should know that i
I smoke really bad.

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- You have a lot of teeth.
- No, my...

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my teeth are really big. That's cheating.

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I actually have the exact one
number of teeth. 32.

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What do you have in there, a bunch of shrapnel?

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I see your blood
nerve endings.

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If we had a child, we had one

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average sized teeth.

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That would be a wonderful achievement.

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Already have a child?

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- Yes.
- What are his teeth like?

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Dickensian.

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And where is the father?

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You've got attitude, dear
when you talk about smoked.

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When you look at my mouth

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do you think she would be
shy about teeth?

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What do you want, Pete?

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Do you want teeth during the day,
gums at night?

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You want me in a set as a prosthesis.

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Let's wrap up this evening

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on the topic of "the basis of marriage".

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I don't want to talk about marriage.

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No, I mean, this seems like

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the beginning of some
missionary shit.

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- God is love.
- Religious persuasion.

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I don't want to marry you
she would be a terrible wife.

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- Yes, I would.
- You are a modern woman.

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You want people to think that
what you say is important.

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You want dinner on the table, don't you?

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- Yes.
- Jesus.

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You're talking about men
who want to smoke.

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Women want heads more than ever.

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Less intimacy, more head.

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More heads. Shit!

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Women these days
they have more testosterone

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which flows through theirs
veins rather than blood.

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Oh my god.

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Mmm.

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You will...

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You're going to rape me tonight, aren't you?

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I mean,
these are the classic remarks of a rapist.

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- I'm uncomfortable.
- No, I feel incredibly relaxed.

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Should I pay?
or will it be guaranteed by rape?

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- I'll pay.
- Okay, thanks.

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You will marry me within a year.

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Unlikely.

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Come on. Let's move on.

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I don't want this to be
some three-year arrangement

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where to the end...

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you bleed for your youth.

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Work will do that, modern woman.

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Let's just say that if after a year

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let's not decide on marriage

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then we'll just part ways.

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I knew you'd puke,
because you ate like a pig.

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Come on, please.

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He thinks only of me all night.
I quite adore you.

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Taxi!

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I'm going home to watch yours
pictures from instagram.

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But only on those with
with a closed mouth.

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Well, I'll look for braces in the morning.

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That is crucial.

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- Mom.
- Mandy.

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What time did he go to bed?

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19 hours on the dot.
No screwing around.

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Dad called.

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What did he say?

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The loan was unlikely.

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Are you drunk?

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It's HRT. It's scaring me.

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In any case,
I'm going to the lawyer on Friday.

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So I will know once and for all.

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Be good to know one way or another,
will i get a house?

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This Pete, are they his
parents still together?

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Oh, I guess.
They are religious.

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No, they are not!

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- Catholics?
- Unclear.

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Will they practice safe sex?

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We don't have sex.

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Oh God. You don't want more
one fucking child.

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It's platonic.

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You know, I don't...

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I've never used a condom.
Never really.

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Not. Not once.

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Well, you should probably get tested,
mom.

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I mean, Dad... the fucking devil.

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Okay, I'm going to bed.

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I love you mom.

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I'm stoned tonight.

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Was it fun? You deserved it,
love. You are dear.

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Although I feel scared

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and angry...

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Although I feel
scared and angry

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I still love...

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I still love and respect myself.

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Love and accept yourself.

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OK, come on. Listen.

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Are you listening?
This is going to be a great day...

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La-la, la-la...

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Are you listening?

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Larch.

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I love you.

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That.

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I love you.

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Give me a kiss.

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Goodbye!

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You look like the Joker, love.

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I'm so happy.

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Fuck you.

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Practically!

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- It's Mandy.
- Yes.

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Tall triple soy latte.

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- "No fucking foam."
- Is there coffee in it?

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- That coffee is almost illegal.
- It's important to me.

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Gloria!

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- Oh.
- Ah! Shit! Ah...

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- Fuck him!
- Didn't you see me?

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- No, I'm facing the other way.
- Yes, yes.

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- I'm fucking burnt, you know?
- You are fine.

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Phew!

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Sorry!

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<i>Although I am spineless and tired</i>

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<i>I still love and respect myself.</i>

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<i>...so old. Although I am
old. I'm so old...</i>

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<i>Even though I'm shy,
I still love and respect myself.</i>

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<i>- ... I love and respect myself.
- Although I ate cake</i>

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- <i>I still love and respect myself.</i>
- Ah!

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Even though I'm clumsy

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even though i'm fucked
clumsy and late

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I still love and respect myself.

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Love and respect yourself.

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<i>...money, penis, promotion...</i>

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I still love and respect myself.

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<i>Success, achievements, progress</i>

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<i>money, penis, promotion.</i>

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Mandy.

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How big do you dream?

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Largest. You know that.

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But do you dream big
like those cats out there?

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I like to think so.

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Look, I know you have a kid.

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We all know that

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and we know that it is also
a huge advantage

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- and crippling deficiency.
- It has its moments.

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- You're late. Every day.
- Except today.

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Your business, your manner.

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you are angry
it boils. Do you know people call you Scottish?

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- I'm not Scottish.
- It seems.

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But the material...
nobody wants to read about

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poor women
because they don't exist.

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Nobody cares about the age saga

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because it's scary and vulgar.

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The feeling is... Yes,
it seems to me as if you are sinking

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Chardonnay and you run into the dusk,
and it's not hot.

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And you're beautiful.

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Thank you.

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Look at me.

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No more late arrivals,
no more sad women

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- no more miserable behavior.
- OKAY.

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I bet you're great in bed.

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Define "letting yourself go".

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Define "letting yourself go".

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You're marrying a total babe, right?

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Lively breasts,
nice tight ass,

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but she's not perfect, you know?

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Maybe he has a face in
crescent shape.

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- Like a Punch and Judy doll.
- But she is loyal and cheerful.

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- Like a car.
- Yes, it's fine.

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You know, she has nice teeth,
it has, you know, thick

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hair,
but maybe just a slight bow, like.

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But whatever, she's pretty fucking perfect,
minus the back.

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But, you know,
she has a high sex drive.

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I'm not comfortable with this tone.

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This is a creative space.
A place for confession.

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Let's get our grievances out.

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Men want someone
with whom I can laugh.

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Someone with whom
I can sit in silence.

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Someone I can take a shit in front of.

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you know,
you want to bask in their brilliance

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and let them remind you
that you are a fucking man.

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Heels. You're late.

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-
- It's okay.

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Uh, great things happen here

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can we overlook the aesthetic
holes in long-term relationships?

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- No thanks.

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We are all getting uglier and uglier

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that's why everything should be done
at the height of romance.

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Within reason.

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No, without.

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Marriage, babies...

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babies should
give birth in love and pressure

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and immediacy.

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You know, these days we wait and wait

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to align everything with the stars

242
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and that simply...
that doesn't happen.

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And you are no longer in love,
and you both are

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now uglier and guess what
what? She is infertile.

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And you can't not
lose respect

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according to her because it is
it was her business.

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Basically,
it was the only thing that

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could do in front
me... in front of us

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and that made her special.

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And now I can't smell it...

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I-I-I can't see...

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a smile.

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Yes, they ordered it.

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I mean, that's one of the dreams.
As you know, I have many.

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I mean, the chain is around my neck,

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to be honest but welcome.

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You saw it in <i>The Guardian?</i>

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In <i>The Guardian?</i>

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I didn't know it was
that in <i>The Guardian.</i>

260
00:15:34,867 --> 00:15:36,075
Google alert?

261
00:15:36,533 --> 00:15:38,242
Come on dad. That's gross.

262
00:15:39,367 --> 00:15:41,658
I didn't know what
means being on the board.

263
00:15:41,742 --> 00:15:42,867
My name on the chair.

264
00:15:42,950 --> 00:15:44,200
Wouldn't that be amazing?

265
00:15:44,575 --> 00:15:45,700
Yes, larch is good.

266
00:15:45,783 --> 00:15:47,658
Larch is fine. I love him.

267
00:15:47,950 --> 00:15:49,593
I think he will go into aviation,
you know

268
00:15:49,617 --> 00:15:52,408
that he simply
he likes things with wings.

269
00:15:52,492 --> 00:15:55,117
I don't know, I think everyone does
we worry that we are raising psychopaths.

270
00:15:55,367 --> 00:15:57,658
Spotting a plane?

271
00:15:58,033 --> 00:16:00,283
Plane spotting.
That would be amazing, Dad.

272
00:16:01,242 --> 00:16:04,658
I mean, that would...
that would really be something.

273
00:16:16,617 --> 00:16:17,658
That.

274
00:16:17,992 --> 00:16:18,992
So...

275
00:16:19,992 --> 00:16:22,575
we lie there and
things are progressing

276
00:16:22,658 --> 00:16:25,867
and his head
moving down my torso

277
00:16:25,992 --> 00:16:27,867
and I feel anxious.

278
00:16:27,992 --> 00:16:29,450
- Naturally.
- Naturally.

279
00:16:29,700 --> 00:16:32,408
And suddenly
I feel like I have to

280
00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:34,075
comment well
the state of his birthplace.

281
00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:36,367
- Because he knows I have a child.
- From eight months.

282
00:16:36,492 --> 00:16:37,533
From eight mon...

283
00:16:38,325 --> 00:16:39,325
- From eight months.
- Yes.

284
00:16:39,408 --> 00:16:41,575
Well, you might be curious, you know

285
00:16:41,658 --> 00:16:46,158
and his ex had
third degree lacerations.

286
00:16:46,242 --> 00:16:48,242
- Fuck him.
- Literally front to back.

287
00:16:48,325 --> 00:16:50,158
It's just a big hole.

288
00:16:50,283 --> 00:16:52,283
There is no going back from that.

289
00:16:52,367 --> 00:16:53,950
- No.
- Just a hole.

290
00:16:54,033 --> 00:16:55,992
- Vaginal prolapse...
- Anyway, uh.

291
00:16:56,075 --> 00:16:59,867
i say
"My birth canal is very tight."

292
00:17:00,242 --> 00:17:01,825
Informative. Convincing.

293
00:17:02,325 --> 00:17:04,200
- It's a really good nickname.
- Like a car?

294
00:17:05,575 --> 00:17:07,158
- I'll continue.
- Hmm.

295
00:17:07,491 --> 00:17:09,158
"I had a C-section, see?"

296
00:17:09,283 --> 00:17:12,033
And he's like, "Oh,
great. Show me."

297
00:17:12,825 --> 00:17:13,991
- Um?
- Pssst.

298
00:17:19,533 --> 00:17:21,575
- So I show him my scar, right?
- Yes.

299
00:17:21,658 --> 00:17:22,783
And he starts kissing it.

300
00:17:22,866 --> 00:17:25,283
And he starts licking it,
and i'm like...

301
00:17:25,366 --> 00:17:26,866
It's still raw down there, you know?

302
00:17:26,950 --> 00:17:28,408
I have very few sensations.

303
00:17:28,533 --> 00:17:31,367
And he goes on, he's like,
"Oh, I love this scar.

304
00:17:31,492 --> 00:17:33,825
Oh,
you brought life into the world through this

305
00:17:33,908 --> 00:17:35,992
which is so natural.
So delicious."

306
00:17:36,075 --> 00:17:38,242
- That's barbaric.
- And I just want to tell him

307
00:17:38,325 --> 00:17:39,950
"Yeah, not your fucking kid

308
00:17:40,033 --> 00:17:41,950
came out of this wall,
but Nick's."

309
00:17:42,033 --> 00:17:43,950
He was there to witness it.

310
00:17:44,033 --> 00:17:46,533
And this guy becomes
too sentimental

311
00:17:46,575 --> 00:17:49,575
about another man's child
during <i>our</i> sex.

312
00:17:49,658 --> 00:17:52,075
- Yes.
- And I'm sick.

313
00:17:52,617 --> 00:17:55,783
And sad. Because I miss Nick.

314
00:17:55,867 --> 00:17:57,950
- Really?
- And I can't believe it...

315
00:17:58,033 --> 00:17:59,117
Fuck Nick.

316
00:17:59,575 --> 00:18:02,242
Who cries with a snot!

317
00:18:02,450 --> 00:18:03,492
Come.

318
00:18:03,700 --> 00:18:04,783
Thanks.

319
00:18:21,950 --> 00:18:22,992
Stop it.

320
00:18:23,825 --> 00:18:24,908
Stop it.

321
00:18:24,992 --> 00:18:26,617
Just try to stop blinking.

322
00:18:29,200 --> 00:18:30,200
Sorry.

323
00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:34,575
I love you.

324
00:18:34,950 --> 00:18:36,658
I missed you today.

325
00:18:36,867 --> 00:18:38,117
Your mouth stinks.

326
00:18:40,325 --> 00:18:43,033
Why make it simple
don't let out?

327
00:18:43,242 --> 00:18:45,367
Vic is here.

328
00:18:54,283 --> 00:18:56,575
- Everything okay, Mand?
- Yes, dad.

329
00:18:58,783 --> 00:18:59,825
A new van?

330
00:19:01,033 --> 00:19:02,033
Not.

331
00:19:02,492 --> 00:19:04,158
- Lager?
- No, I wouldn't.

332
00:19:05,658 --> 00:19:06,783
As you wish.

333
00:19:07,908 --> 00:19:09,242
It's a real mess here.

334
00:19:09,283 --> 00:19:11,825
- So he succeeded.
- Yes. He's going to Thailand.

335
00:19:11,908 --> 00:19:14,242
- Is he?
- I hope she will turn him into a transvestite.

336
00:19:14,908 --> 00:19:18,033
Arish had a good day at school.
No trepidation.

337
00:19:18,742 --> 00:19:19,908
Small discoveries.

338
00:19:21,658 --> 00:19:24,575
- I got chips and curry sauce!
- Oh, I hate curry...

339
00:19:33,075 --> 00:19:35,200
Okay, Larchy, that's great.
Come on, go to bed.

340
00:19:36,117 --> 00:19:38,908
- Stop it.
- Dad, you'll make it worse.

341
00:19:45,242 --> 00:19:48,575
- Let's go. Off
- Go on, Larchy, get out of here.

342
00:19:59,158 --> 00:20:01,408
- Vic...
- Vic, I have to live somewhere.

343
00:20:02,325 --> 00:20:05,075
- She needs somewhere to live.
- Six years have passed.

344
00:20:05,158 --> 00:20:06,658
She raised your fucking family.

345
00:20:06,742 --> 00:20:08,742
She left me.

346
00:20:10,325 --> 00:20:12,450
- It was a good life.
- It was a crappy life.

347
00:20:12,533 --> 00:20:14,968
- It was a tribute to your life.
- I never kept you, Marion

348
00:20:14,992 --> 00:20:17,033
I never limited you,
I gave it to you

349
00:20:17,075 --> 00:20:18,218
a kilometer that you are not
took not even a centimeter.

350
00:20:18,242 --> 00:20:20,450
You had no initiative,
you didn't have big ambitions.

351
00:20:20,533 --> 00:20:21,783
I dreamed dreams.

352
00:20:21,950 --> 00:20:24,367
- No, I had no ambitions. Not.
- I'll tell you what I'll do

353
00:20:24,575 --> 00:20:26,617
I'll give you all mine

354
00:20:26,700 --> 00:20:27,742
money and your house

355
00:20:27,783 --> 00:20:29,617
and I will lodge with you and

356
00:20:29,658 --> 00:20:30,718
I will pay you yes
you cook and clean.

357
00:20:30,742 --> 00:20:33,492
It will be like old times,
right? Eh?

358
00:20:39,408 --> 00:20:40,450
It's lit.

359
00:20:41,742 --> 00:20:43,075
It's lit.

360
00:20:47,408 --> 00:20:49,700
When the house is sold,
you can get your own

361
00:20:49,783 --> 00:20:51,950
half the better half,
the bigger fucking half

362
00:20:51,992 --> 00:20:54,075
you will have something to show for it
for the fruits of their labor.

363
00:20:54,158 --> 00:20:55,783
I'm sorry you were so miserable,
by the way.

364
00:20:55,825 --> 00:20:57,134
I'm sorry it happened
so fucking awful.

365
00:20:57,158 --> 00:20:58,908
I would have stayed if you hadn't
made me believe

366
00:20:58,992 --> 00:21:00,950
- I was losing my mind.
- Shit!

367
00:21:02,408 --> 00:21:04,325
Now I will give you an advance for

368
00:21:04,408 --> 00:21:06,283
the house when I can scrape something.

369
00:21:07,117 --> 00:21:09,450
Balance from your
travel to Asia,

370
00:21:09,617 --> 00:21:11,950
fucking soul seeker.

371
00:21:12,117 --> 00:21:14,575
Self improvement, Marion.
Self improvement.

372
00:21:14,658 --> 00:21:16,533
Enlightenment. It guarantees happiness.

373
00:21:16,575 --> 00:21:17,825
Ask her. Ask Mandy.

374
00:21:17,908 --> 00:21:19,617
- Hmm.
- You are happy, aren't you?

375
00:21:20,658 --> 00:21:21,992
- Hmm.
- Here you go.

376
00:21:25,492 --> 00:21:28,867
- Where is Vic going?
- Back to his fucking castle!

377
00:21:33,325 --> 00:21:34,742
He is crazy.

378
00:21:48,075 --> 00:21:49,242
Are you stressed?

379
00:21:49,325 --> 00:21:52,533
I'm so hot
and my bloody hands

380
00:21:52,617 --> 00:21:54,283
swell up like I have
gout or something like that.

381
00:21:54,783 --> 00:21:56,117
Why do you wear scary make-up?

382
00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:58,825
Does it look scary?
It should look smoky.

383
00:21:59,158 --> 00:22:00,992
- Like a witch?
- Do I look like a witch?

384
00:22:01,075 --> 00:22:02,367
- Yes.
- Okay, well...

385
00:22:03,450 --> 00:22:04,825
Then I'll just take it off.

386
00:22:05,992 --> 00:22:07,742
Okay, come on.
This is our next stop.

387
00:22:08,908 --> 00:22:10,843
- Can you lift your hair?
- Can I just wear it?

388
00:22:10,867 --> 00:22:12,533
I just want...
I just want to wear it.

389
00:22:13,867 --> 00:22:16,117
Let's go. Come.

390
00:22:20,158 --> 00:22:21,200
Come. Quick, quick!

391
00:22:30,867 --> 00:22:32,992
- Here we are.
- Here we are.

392
00:22:34,492 --> 00:22:35,700
Welcome to my life.

393
00:22:40,367 --> 00:22:41,408
Be yourself.

394
00:22:42,242 --> 00:22:43,825
Stop it... stop it, Larch.

395
00:22:44,033 --> 00:22:46,575
He... Don't, just... It's fine.

396
00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:50,658
You shouldn't hurt them, Larch,
they won't want to be your friends.

397
00:22:51,575 --> 00:22:54,825
Oh, um... I'm Pete.

398
00:22:55,283 --> 00:22:58,283
And I like to be in
near your mom.

399
00:23:00,075 --> 00:23:02,283
A bit strange. A bit assertive.

400
00:23:02,408 --> 00:23:04,575
Responds to gentler teachings.

401
00:23:06,367 --> 00:23:08,783
Well, I'm a man,
so he probably won't get that from me.

402
00:23:08,825 --> 00:23:10,533
- Don't be the opposite.
- Don't control.

403
00:23:10,617 --> 00:23:12,658
Shall we argue?
in front of my son?

404
00:23:13,325 --> 00:23:14,658
He doesn't care.

405
00:23:14,742 --> 00:23:16,450
Look, he finished the pigeons.

406
00:23:16,533 --> 00:23:18,718
Maybe we should focus on that.
What does it do?

407
00:23:18,742 --> 00:23:20,658
Dropping some
seven-year money?

408
00:23:21,033 --> 00:23:22,742
And it cures that twitching.

409
00:23:26,617 --> 00:23:28,408
- What's wrong? Are you crying?
- No.

410
00:23:30,117 --> 00:23:32,992
How to comfort a crying woman
uh, should I...

411
00:23:33,992 --> 00:23:35,492
I don't know, show you the money?

412
00:23:35,783 --> 00:23:38,367
Or a business card with yours
by name? Do you need

413
00:23:38,450 --> 00:23:40,575
- to force yourself to come?
- I cry once a month.

414
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:43,033
oh god
are we talking about bleeding?

415
00:23:44,075 --> 00:23:45,200
Are you bleeding?

416
00:23:46,492 --> 00:23:47,742
That's rare.

417
00:24:03,950 --> 00:24:05,575
- Does that hurt?
- No.

418
00:24:07,450 --> 00:24:09,492
- It's actually quite nice.
- OKAY.

419
00:24:13,783 --> 00:24:15,533
Did I wear make-up?
all over your face?

420
00:24:15,617 --> 00:24:17,658
I've never seen you
that you wear so much makeup.

421
00:24:17,742 --> 00:24:19,533
I like it.
Your face can handle it.

422
00:24:19,783 --> 00:24:20,783
Thanks.

423
00:24:57,950 --> 00:25:00,450
Is it up to you?
Oh, it's all in your hair.

424
00:25:01,242 --> 00:25:03,033
- Come on, just say "Hi" to them.
- Go on.

425
00:25:03,117 --> 00:25:04,908
- Come.
- It's okay.

426
00:25:05,117 --> 00:25:06,908
- Great, isn't it?
- See? That.

427
00:25:06,992 --> 00:25:08,700
- They are great, I love them.
- Why are you afraid?

428
00:25:08,783 --> 00:25:10,200
Come on, just get in there.

429
00:25:10,283 --> 00:25:12,200
- Come!
- OK, maybe don't force him.

430
00:25:12,283 --> 00:25:13,658
- Hi.
- See? That.

431
00:25:13,700 --> 00:25:15,176
Hey. oh look
they have one of those...

432
00:25:15,200 --> 00:25:17,200
See? Mom is not afraid. That.

433
00:25:17,283 --> 00:25:18,825
Oh my God!

434
00:25:19,200 --> 00:25:20,408
Choose a card!

435
00:25:20,492 --> 00:25:21,658
Continue.

436
00:25:23,283 --> 00:25:25,200
Let's see? What is it, Pete?

437
00:25:25,325 --> 00:25:27,242
- That's a spade.
- Is this your business card?

438
00:25:30,033 --> 00:25:32,867
Oh, Larch. Sorry. I'm so sorry.

439
00:25:33,283 --> 00:25:34,908
- I'm sorry.
- Sorry.

440
00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:36,033
Sorry.

441
00:25:40,283 --> 00:25:41,533
What a great hat.

442
00:25:42,617 --> 00:25:43,825
Donut!

443
00:25:44,408 --> 00:25:45,992
- Mom!
- Thank you very much.

444
00:25:46,075 --> 00:25:47,450
- Donut, mom!
- What donut?

445
00:25:47,533 --> 00:25:49,950
- Mom, damn doughnut!
- What donut?

446
00:25:50,492 --> 00:25:52,950
- Donut!
- I'm about to get you one of these.

447
00:25:54,367 --> 00:25:56,301
- Larch, take another one. Look.
- We'll get another one.

448
00:25:56,325 --> 00:25:58,533
- We'll get one of them.
- Who is that? It's an alligator.

449
00:25:58,617 --> 00:26:00,492
Get a rocket or something.

450
00:26:00,783 --> 00:26:02,492
Larch, get off the floor.
What are you doing?

451
00:26:02,658 --> 00:26:04,658
- From the floor.
- Mandy, she can get a rock...

452
00:26:04,700 --> 00:26:06,408
- No, get up.
- Look, will you get up?

453
00:26:06,492 --> 00:26:08,908
Larch!

454
00:26:09,658 --> 00:26:12,075
- I'll bring you another one.
- They're all trash.

455
00:26:12,158 --> 00:26:14,575
Can you do something?
This is shameful.

456
00:26:14,658 --> 00:26:15,742
You're embarrassing yourself.

457
00:26:18,325 --> 00:26:19,825
Put your fucking phone away.

458
00:26:19,908 --> 00:26:22,200
- Stop filming me!
- A fucking pedophile.

459
00:26:22,283 --> 00:26:23,658
- What are you looking at?
- Mandy!

460
00:26:23,742 --> 00:26:25,242
- Get up.
- Stop filming me!

461
00:26:25,408 --> 00:26:27,367
- Larch, that's enough.
- None of your business!

462
00:26:27,450 --> 00:26:29,200
Go away. Go away.

463
00:26:29,367 --> 00:26:30,533
Go away, Pete...

464
00:26:30,783 --> 00:26:32,200
You're embarrassing yourself.

465
00:26:32,242 --> 00:26:33,783
- You're embarrassing us.
- I don't care!

466
00:26:33,867 --> 00:26:35,992
I care.

467
00:26:36,075 --> 00:26:38,033
Don't laugh at me.
He's laughing at me.

468
00:26:38,533 --> 00:26:40,867
- I hate you!
- Can you please help me?

469
00:27:16,575 --> 00:27:17,950
What a great day.

470
00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:20,242
Sorry for the screaming.

471
00:27:21,033 --> 00:27:22,658
Pete seemed to be
so stressed

472
00:27:22,742 --> 00:27:24,700
but my recoil dropped by 10%.

473
00:27:24,783 --> 00:27:26,575
- What twitch?
- Yes.

474
00:27:27,075 --> 00:27:29,825
Don't forget to charge your iPad.

475
00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:32,200
All right.

476
00:27:42,450 --> 00:27:44,992
Good night my dear.
Such a good boy.

477
00:27:46,742 --> 00:27:48,492
I love you so much it hurts.

478
00:27:48,575 --> 00:27:50,408
I don't like it when you say that.

479
00:27:53,283 --> 00:27:56,033
Yes, sorry, always...
I always forget that.

480
00:28:11,033 --> 00:28:12,242
Good night my dear.

481
00:28:12,325 --> 00:28:13,408
I love you.

482
00:28:21,325 --> 00:28:23,533
I found booze.

483
00:28:23,617 --> 00:28:24,742
Great.

484
00:28:25,533 --> 00:28:27,158
You have a lot of spices in the fridge.

485
00:28:27,242 --> 00:28:28,492
That. We love the sauce.

486
00:28:28,950 --> 00:28:30,658
End of the terrace,
blind salad cream.

487
00:28:30,742 --> 00:28:31,742
Of course.

488
00:28:32,658 --> 00:28:33,700
are you ok

489
00:28:36,658 --> 00:28:37,992
Yes, I mean...

490
00:28:40,658 --> 00:28:43,950
I was convinced
that you are not a pedophile

491
00:28:44,033 --> 00:28:45,218
I'm alone once
also imagined that you will from

492
00:28:45,242 --> 00:28:48,158
our company to go
fainted from love

493
00:28:48,242 --> 00:28:49,742
and then I would discard that one

494
00:28:49,783 --> 00:28:51,033
love and be on top of the world...

495
00:28:51,117 --> 00:28:52,797
Stop talking. Show me your body.

496
00:28:53,158 --> 00:28:55,283
Oh, okay,
I'll just apologize for my behavior

497
00:28:55,367 --> 00:28:56,801
my son by sucking you
right?

498
00:28:56,825 --> 00:28:58,117
No, I'm fine, thanks.

499
00:28:58,867 --> 00:29:00,242
I am disgusting, I warn you.

500
00:29:00,450 --> 00:29:02,742
- Oh, please.
- Hmm! All right.

501
00:29:03,492 --> 00:29:05,658
Just let me do it for you,
okay?

502
00:29:05,742 --> 00:29:06,884
Don't attack me like
someone fucking smooth

503
00:29:06,908 --> 00:29:09,742
shiny dolphin.

504
00:29:09,825 --> 00:29:12,117
- None of that.
- Okay, okay. Fucking hell.

505
00:29:15,283 --> 00:29:19,492
I want to reveal myself to you one piece at a time,
okay?

506
00:29:19,575 --> 00:29:21,533
So I can get used to me

507
00:29:21,575 --> 00:29:23,215
you see naked and that I would
could talk to you

508
00:29:23,242 --> 00:29:25,408
what I physically hate about myself.

509
00:29:25,908 --> 00:29:27,408
I don't know what to say.

510
00:29:29,950 --> 00:29:30,950
Woo!

511
00:29:31,492 --> 00:29:32,533
ALL RIGHT.

512
00:29:39,950 --> 00:29:41,492
These are my breasts.

513
00:29:41,575 --> 00:29:43,575
And this is what they look like
when I'm like that

514
00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:45,200
posing and more.

515
00:29:45,283 --> 00:29:47,200
And then, this is how they look when I,

516
00:29:47,242 --> 00:29:49,117
like, I write or I just love

517
00:29:49,617 --> 00:29:51,242
eating a sandwich or something.

518
00:29:51,283 --> 00:29:52,803
You look like yes
you swallowed a square.

519
00:29:52,867 --> 00:29:54,658
And those tits would
definitely should have been

520
00:29:54,700 --> 00:29:56,117
bigger in order to
designed that back of yours.

521
00:29:56,200 --> 00:29:58,242
Exactly. That's exactly what I mean.

522
00:30:03,367 --> 00:30:04,533
OK, these are my…

523
00:30:06,033 --> 00:30:07,408
These are my thighs.

524
00:30:08,367 --> 00:30:11,117
The problem is actually my femurs,
you know.

525
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:12,283
They are simply too long.

526
00:30:12,367 --> 00:30:14,950
Just too many femurs,
not enough tibia.

527
00:30:16,450 --> 00:30:17,492
My feet.

528
00:30:18,575 --> 00:30:20,408
fuck
it is a disease of thickening of the nails.

529
00:30:20,492 --> 00:30:21,992
You should
remove all those nails.

530
00:30:22,033 --> 00:30:23,533
Just remove all my toenails?

531
00:30:23,617 --> 00:30:25,325
So it's just a bed of nails.

532
00:30:28,742 --> 00:30:30,200
This is my c-section.

533
00:30:30,325 --> 00:30:31,825
Ah!

534
00:30:31,908 --> 00:30:32,992
Argh!

535
00:30:33,325 --> 00:30:34,950
In fact, this...

536
00:30:35,158 --> 00:30:38,283
- not so bad.
- Please never, never touch him.

537
00:30:38,367 --> 00:30:41,075
I would never touch it.
He still looks a little angry.

538
00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:42,825
Well, I could make it up to you.

539
00:30:42,908 --> 00:30:45,325
Yes, something that works
the opposite of red and purple.

540
00:30:47,575 --> 00:30:50,533
OK, I'm going to show you something really special,
okay?

541
00:30:52,367 --> 00:30:55,033
In... It is in very good condition

542
00:30:55,117 --> 00:30:56,992
and I feel like I am
showed you this once

543
00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:59,908
there won't be any flies on me, okay?

544
00:30:59,992 --> 00:31:03,033
I will be completely and physically with you

545
00:31:03,117 --> 00:31:04,450
exposed and I will own it.

546
00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:16,700
This is my cavity.

547
00:31:23,242 --> 00:31:24,325
Do you like it?

548
00:31:26,408 --> 00:31:28,075
I mean, me. Do you like me?

549
00:31:40,117 --> 00:31:41,283
Fucking sacks!

550
00:31:41,617 --> 00:31:43,700
Angry bags, all over me.

551
00:31:44,867 --> 00:31:46,825
- Are you okay, mom?
- I'm sad.

552
00:31:47,825 --> 00:31:48,825
And crazy.

553
00:31:51,283 --> 00:31:52,325
Pete is here.

554
00:31:58,867 --> 00:31:59,950
Heels.

555
00:32:01,867 --> 00:32:02,908
Marion.

556
00:32:03,325 --> 00:32:04,593
I just went back on my HRT.

557
00:32:04,617 --> 00:32:06,325
- I'll go inside...
- It's okay, mom.

558
00:32:06,700 --> 00:32:08,200
- You stayed?
- Yes.

559
00:32:08,283 --> 00:32:09,783
How long?
How long are you staying?

560
00:32:09,867 --> 00:32:11,867
- For an indefinite period.
- He's kidding. He's leaving soon.

561
00:32:11,908 --> 00:32:14,950
- I'll have breakfast first.
- We don't eat breakfast here.

562
00:32:22,617 --> 00:32:24,200
I hear you are religious?

563
00:32:24,283 --> 00:32:25,509
Nothing to be afraid of.

564
00:32:25,533 --> 00:32:28,825
Well, we're atheists here, Pete.
That set us up well.

565
00:32:28,908 --> 00:32:29,950
Is there?

566
00:32:51,283 --> 00:32:52,742
- I want to take her away.
- No.

567
00:32:52,825 --> 00:32:54,367
- Hrm.
- I think so.

568
00:32:54,450 --> 00:32:56,075
- What about work?
- What about Arisha?

569
00:32:57,158 --> 00:32:58,700
- Larch too.
- Really?

570
00:32:58,783 --> 00:33:01,325
My friend, Cressida,
you know, Cressida from Development?

571
00:33:01,658 --> 00:33:02,658
Not my face.

572
00:33:04,033 --> 00:33:05,426
She is an old family friend.

573
00:33:05,450 --> 00:33:07,200
He is getting married. She is very cute.

574
00:33:07,283 --> 00:33:08,403
I think we should go.

575
00:33:08,450 --> 00:33:11,283
We should go and watch
people how happy they are.

576
00:33:18,075 --> 00:33:19,617
How much will we need?

577
00:33:19,700 --> 00:33:21,867
- Look. Out of the way.
- Will the airport be busy?

578
00:33:21,950 --> 00:33:24,117
You never tell me! I won't

579
00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:25,551
sit next to the other
you kids know that.

580
00:33:25,575 --> 00:33:26,575
What?

581
00:33:28,533 --> 00:33:29,742
All right.

582
00:33:29,825 --> 00:33:30,992
Is there Wi-Fi?

583
00:33:33,408 --> 00:33:35,367
I'm talking to you, you know!

584
00:33:36,992 --> 00:33:38,992
- Right, that's it. I'm not going.
- Larch!

585
00:33:41,825 --> 00:33:43,450
- Larch, come on!
- I'm not going!

586
00:33:43,950 --> 00:33:46,117
- No no no.
- Out of the house.

587
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,033
- Come.
- It hurts, mom.

588
00:33:49,117 --> 00:33:50,450
You are violent.

589
00:33:51,867 --> 00:33:54,325
- It hurts, mom.
- Not because of me.

590
00:33:54,783 --> 00:33:55,783
Fuck it!

591
00:34:00,700 --> 00:34:01,742
can we go

592
00:34:02,367 --> 00:34:03,450
can we go

593
00:34:04,033 --> 00:34:05,658
It's not the end of the world, Mom.

594
00:34:05,742 --> 00:34:08,408
It's the end of the world. Actually it is.

595
00:34:15,492 --> 00:34:17,075
Did you remember my iPad?

596
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:18,950
Did you remember my iPad, mom?

597
00:34:19,742 --> 00:34:20,950
Answer the question.

598
00:34:22,158 --> 00:34:23,283
Answer the question.

599
00:34:23,367 --> 00:34:24,908
- I mean...
- I don't think so.

600
00:34:24,992 --> 00:34:26,884
- I'm sure...
- How sure? How safe?

601
00:34:26,908 --> 00:34:28,117
Um, 48%?

602
00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:29,908
- Oh God.
- Oh God.

603
00:34:33,367 --> 00:34:34,408
Hi.

604
00:34:40,075 --> 00:34:41,075
Not.

605
00:34:41,117 --> 00:34:42,742
No no no. We are not going back.

606
00:34:42,825 --> 00:34:43,908
We are not going back.

607
00:34:43,992 --> 00:34:45,283
Look, Pete has it.

608
00:34:45,367 --> 00:34:46,492
Pete has it.

609
00:34:51,117 --> 00:34:52,658
32% is charged.

610
00:34:54,283 --> 00:34:55,408
It's the wrong model.

611
00:34:55,450 --> 00:34:57,783
- Does it have augmented reality?
- No no. None of that.

612
00:34:57,867 --> 00:34:59,283
ALL RIGHT. Can we go please?

613
00:35:15,117 --> 00:35:17,033
- Say thank you."
- That's fine.

614
00:35:19,700 --> 00:35:20,950
I'm freezing.

615
00:35:21,033 --> 00:35:22,783
It's fucking nice. Jesus.

616
00:35:51,117 --> 00:35:53,242
just so you know
you will be the only atheist there.

617
00:35:53,325 --> 00:35:54,384
Don't let it annoy you.

618
00:35:54,408 --> 00:35:56,617
That's fine. It's strong
hard to feel anything but sorry

619
00:35:56,658 --> 00:35:58,075
for the clinically insane.

620
00:35:58,408 --> 00:35:59,492
You seem anxious.

621
00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:00,992
I'm anxious.

622
00:36:01,533 --> 00:36:04,617
Well done bloody! You did it.

623
00:36:05,117 --> 00:36:07,908
Lovers in transit.
Terrible testing.

624
00:36:08,658 --> 00:36:10,283
Pete, you look awful.

625
00:36:10,450 --> 00:36:12,283
- You look bad.
- Let there be wine.

626
00:36:12,367 --> 00:36:13,367
Mandy.

627
00:36:13,492 --> 00:36:15,283
Mandy, you are stunning.

628
00:36:15,367 --> 00:36:16,783
He said you did and you did.

629
00:36:16,867 --> 00:36:17,950
Thank you.

630
00:36:18,033 --> 00:36:19,242
I love your hair.

631
00:36:19,325 --> 00:36:20,950
It is very difficult to do a pixie,

632
00:36:21,033 --> 00:36:22,825
but you have the most gifted jaw.

633
00:36:22,908 --> 00:36:23,908
I'm Vanessa.

634
00:36:23,950 --> 00:36:25,492
And this is Evelyn and Becky.

635
00:36:25,575 --> 00:36:26,926
- Hi, nice to meet you.
- Hey. Hi.

636
00:36:26,950 --> 00:36:28,658
- This must be Ariš.
- Little sister.

637
00:36:28,742 --> 00:36:30,593
You are at death's door.
An eating disorder for sure.

638
00:36:30,617 --> 00:36:32,908
Mom, it's time to
intervention. You're going to die, Pete.

639
00:36:32,992 --> 00:36:34,867
You will die on the street
under the flickering light.

640
00:36:34,950 --> 00:36:35,992
- Mom.
- Hi.

641
00:36:36,075 --> 00:36:38,117
Was it awful?
how are you dear

642
00:36:38,242 --> 00:36:40,825
Mandy, I'm glad.
We've heard a lot about you

643
00:36:40,908 --> 00:36:42,492
and your thoroughbred plans.

644
00:36:42,575 --> 00:36:44,242
- Plans?
- Marriage plans.

645
00:36:44,325 --> 00:36:45,325
ALL RIGHT.

646
00:36:45,783 --> 00:36:47,575
Is that your son over there,
kicks our dog?

647
00:36:47,658 --> 00:36:50,117
- Oh my God. I'm so sorry.
- He's an angry little thing.

648
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:52,158
Mandy, I'm Bertie.
Short for "Richard".

649
00:36:52,283 --> 00:36:53,533
Delighted to have you here.

650
00:36:53,617 --> 00:36:55,450
And Pete is very happy.

651
00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:57,283
Let's go eat and talk.

652
00:36:57,367 --> 00:36:58,533
- Do you like to talk?
- Yes.

653
00:36:58,575 --> 00:36:59,575
Come.

654
00:37:06,992 --> 00:37:08,200
Shall we?

655
00:37:09,742 --> 00:37:11,242
Let us...

656
00:37:12,408 --> 00:37:15,367
Let's give thanks to
with these great gifts

657
00:37:15,450 --> 00:37:16,992
delicious food and wine.

658
00:37:18,533 --> 00:37:20,742
Let's remember how lucky we are

659
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:22,408
enjoy them

660
00:37:22,783 --> 00:37:25,658
and how blessed we are

661
00:37:26,575 --> 00:37:28,533
participate in great love

662
00:37:29,617 --> 00:37:30,908
around this table.

663
00:37:31,700 --> 00:37:34,283
We thank you very much for all this.

664
00:37:34,825 --> 00:37:36,617
- Amen.
- Amen.

665
00:37:37,117 --> 00:37:38,533
So your mother lives with you?

666
00:37:38,950 --> 00:37:41,283
- Yes.
- Inspiring.

667
00:37:42,492 --> 00:37:44,617
- You know, Jews...
- Don't mention the Jews.

668
00:37:44,742 --> 00:37:46,700
The Jews understood this well.

669
00:37:46,867 --> 00:37:48,825
We all need a kibbutz,

670
00:37:48,992 --> 00:37:50,742
place the children in separate houses

671
00:37:50,825 --> 00:37:53,617
and let's go about our business and
let's honor our husbands.

672
00:37:55,242 --> 00:37:57,075
So, what do you think of Pete?

673
00:37:57,158 --> 00:37:58,742
Do you want to settle with him?

674
00:37:59,075 --> 00:38:00,617
Make him your owner?

675
00:38:01,033 --> 00:38:03,408
"Owner" feels a bit strong.

676
00:38:03,492 --> 00:38:04,742
I barely know Pete.

677
00:38:04,825 --> 00:38:07,367
Larch's father, does he appear?

678
00:38:08,492 --> 00:38:11,158
You don't need time
if you know pete.

679
00:38:11,242 --> 00:38:13,575
- Pete is a boring cunt.
- Everything you see today

680
00:38:13,658 --> 00:38:14,908
is all he is.

681
00:38:15,742 --> 00:38:17,408
It is a strength and a weakness.

682
00:38:17,533 --> 00:38:18,908
It will never surprise me.

683
00:38:18,992 --> 00:38:20,658
Surprises can be devastating.

684
00:38:20,742 --> 00:38:21,783
Mandy?

685
00:38:21,867 --> 00:38:23,158
Yes, sorry...

686
00:38:23,742 --> 00:38:26,200
Well, his father had...

687
00:38:26,367 --> 00:38:29,783
I'm sorry,
it's really hard to talk to him there.

688
00:38:29,867 --> 00:38:31,700
It's great that Arish is here today.

689
00:38:32,158 --> 00:38:33,533
Blinking there.

690
00:38:33,700 --> 00:38:36,117
- What is that?
- Well, when he's worried...

691
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:37,533
Which is always, well...

692
00:38:37,617 --> 00:38:39,367
Well, Pete's a mess.

693
00:38:39,450 --> 00:38:42,117
- Shut up.
- Okay. Well, me too.

694
00:38:42,492 --> 00:38:44,450
Me too. And I'm angry.

695
00:38:45,117 --> 00:38:48,408
I am organized,
but i'm fucking furious.

696
00:38:49,158 --> 00:38:51,658
You know, I need to get high

697
00:38:52,450 --> 00:38:54,117
just to talk to my husband?

698
00:38:54,492 --> 00:38:55,992
Really high.

699
00:38:56,617 --> 00:38:58,325
It's like therapy for us.

700
00:38:58,575 --> 00:39:00,700
- Well, what about God?
- Oh God?

701
00:39:01,700 --> 00:39:02,992
- Yes. Of course.
- Mandy.

702
00:39:03,117 --> 00:39:04,367
I mean, it's harder to access

703
00:39:04,450 --> 00:39:05,690
- but a bag of coke.
- Mandy.

704
00:39:05,742 --> 00:39:07,926
- But I couldn't do anything...
- Mandy, boy. Is he...

705
00:39:07,950 --> 00:39:10,242
- Good in the head?
- Think "error".

706
00:39:11,325 --> 00:39:13,742
- Well, I didn't want to abort him.
- No no. Terribly.

707
00:39:13,908 --> 00:39:16,158
Not after two layoffs before.

708
00:39:17,617 --> 00:39:19,617
That's three breaks between you.

709
00:39:19,742 --> 00:39:21,908
- They deserve each other.
- He lives on an island

710
00:39:21,992 --> 00:39:23,825
dancing around my flag.

711
00:39:23,908 --> 00:39:25,950
To whom I would have to
to thank for life?

712
00:39:26,033 --> 00:39:27,033
Yourself?

713
00:39:27,117 --> 00:39:28,783
That's an awful lot...

714
00:39:28,867 --> 00:39:30,492
Just congratulations.

715
00:39:30,825 --> 00:39:33,367
I can't love Mike without God.

716
00:39:33,950 --> 00:39:36,200
I can't live every day,

717
00:39:36,283 --> 00:39:37,992
without thinking
that someone had a plan.

718
00:39:43,450 --> 00:39:45,158
Sorry. Sorry.

719
00:39:47,783 --> 00:39:49,117
I didn't know about...

720
00:39:49,408 --> 00:39:50,450
What?

721
00:39:51,033 --> 00:39:52,200
Miscarriage.

722
00:39:53,617 --> 00:39:55,867
Well, I didn't even afterwards, so...

723
00:39:56,950 --> 00:39:58,533
- Sorry.
- Classic Pete.

724
00:39:58,658 --> 00:40:00,908
Crazy Pete,
hopelessly soaking it

725
00:40:01,033 --> 00:40:02,742
impregnating
some old sow.

726
00:40:02,867 --> 00:40:04,867
Some fifty year old...

727
00:40:07,492 --> 00:40:08,533
Oh God!

728
00:40:09,033 --> 00:40:10,242
Oh dear...

729
00:40:10,533 --> 00:40:11,867
Well done, Pete.

730
00:40:11,992 --> 00:40:13,617
Every single dinner…

731
00:40:17,242 --> 00:40:19,950
- Shall we go after him?
- No, just ignore him.

732
00:40:50,992 --> 00:40:54,033
Husbands should
love your wives

733
00:40:54,158 --> 00:40:56,783
just as Christ is
loved his church

734
00:40:57,200 --> 00:40:58,825
and sacrificed himself

735
00:40:59,492 --> 00:41:00,617
to keep it sacred.

736
00:41:01,325 --> 00:41:04,283
He cleaned her by rinsing

737
00:41:04,367 --> 00:41:05,617
is water in the form of words.

738
00:41:06,408 --> 00:41:08,658
So when he took her for himself

739
00:41:08,950 --> 00:41:10,283
she would be famous.

740
00:41:10,408 --> 00:41:14,450
No stains or wrinkles or anything like that

741
00:41:14,825 --> 00:41:16,575
but holy and blameless.

742
00:41:17,408 --> 00:41:20,992
In the same way,
a husband should love his wife

743
00:41:21,283 --> 00:41:23,908
as much as he likes
own body.

744
00:41:24,658 --> 00:41:26,492
For a man to love his wife

745
00:41:26,825 --> 00:41:29,075
is that he loves himself.

746
00:41:29,867 --> 00:41:31,908
A man never does
he is allowed to hate his own body

747
00:41:32,700 --> 00:41:35,617
but he has to feed her and look after her while

748
00:41:35,783 --> 00:41:37,575
refers to Christ
according to his church

749
00:41:37,700 --> 00:41:39,492
because it is his body

750
00:41:39,575 --> 00:41:41,450
and we are all living parts!

751
00:41:43,117 --> 00:41:44,908
When a man and a woman got married

752
00:41:45,533 --> 00:41:47,783
they become one body.

753
00:41:50,283 --> 00:41:51,408
In summary

754
00:41:51,908 --> 00:41:55,075
may each of you love

755
00:41:55,158 --> 00:41:57,200
his wife as much as he loves himself.

756
00:41:58,158 --> 00:41:59,867
And let every wife

757
00:42:00,617 --> 00:42:03,742
respect your husband!

758
00:42:14,408 --> 00:42:16,450
Well, you chose him,
so you're stuck with it.

759
00:42:16,533 --> 00:42:18,117
- So it is what it is.
- Okay.

760
00:42:19,533 --> 00:42:20,533
That's fine.

761
00:42:21,533 --> 00:42:22,617
Call it a dress?

762
00:42:22,950 --> 00:42:24,259
Built for the bedroom, right?

763
00:42:24,283 --> 00:42:25,450
It's very sexy.

764
00:42:25,742 --> 00:42:27,450
A kind of woman with
which you want to grow.

765
00:42:27,533 --> 00:42:30,033
Look at Cressida and
all you see is milk.

766
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:31,617
Then why don't you fuck her?

767
00:42:32,783 --> 00:42:33,950
Sorry. Sorry.

768
00:42:34,367 --> 00:42:36,367
- Oh, fruit!
- Your fruit!

769
00:42:36,908 --> 00:42:37,992
Welcome.

770
00:42:39,700 --> 00:42:41,033
- Hi.
- Hi.

771
00:42:42,908 --> 00:42:44,658
He stole our light.
We are rotting here.

772
00:42:44,742 --> 00:42:45,742
You are a vision.

773
00:42:45,783 --> 00:42:47,117
Um. Suspicious dress, dear.

774
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:48,800
He's not that suspicious
like that sermon.

775
00:42:48,825 --> 00:42:50,426
I'm sure it is
ruffled a few feathers.

776
00:42:50,450 --> 00:42:51,867
- Who chose it?
- Oh, me.

777
00:42:51,950 --> 00:42:52,950
Oh!

778
00:42:52,992 --> 00:42:56,325
I know. I am what you are
you call post-post-post-feminist.

779
00:42:56,408 --> 00:42:58,700
- Only original women.
- Mandy.

780
00:42:58,783 --> 00:43:00,200
How to find a stifler?

781
00:43:00,283 --> 00:43:01,992
It's not as bad as
hates honesty.

782
00:43:02,408 --> 00:43:05,075
Mandy, this guy...
these guys... this guy

783
00:43:05,533 --> 00:43:06,617
hell for love.

784
00:43:06,700 --> 00:43:08,825
I hope he does
a penis as big as a heart.

785
00:43:08,992 --> 00:43:10,075
Oh, perfect!

786
00:43:10,950 --> 00:43:12,408
You know, watch out for him, Mandy

787
00:43:12,450 --> 00:43:15,158
- he is a delicate flower, really.
- Now she's sick.

788
00:43:15,242 --> 00:43:17,367
It's hard to see that sometimes,

789
00:43:17,450 --> 00:43:19,908
i know but that...
it's our feminine gift

790
00:43:20,033 --> 00:43:22,783
we can see through
all that arrogance and anger.

791
00:43:22,950 --> 00:43:25,700
But don't love the light

792
00:43:25,867 --> 00:43:27,367
and weaken our brand.

793
00:45:35,533 --> 00:45:36,867
There is nothing else!

794
00:45:37,492 --> 00:45:38,533
There is nothing else!

795
00:45:39,367 --> 00:45:40,408
There is nothing else!

796
00:45:41,283 --> 00:45:42,367
There is nothing else!

797
00:45:43,325 --> 00:45:44,408
There is nothing else!

798
00:45:45,158 --> 00:45:46,158
There is nothing else!

799
00:45:47,117 --> 00:45:48,200
There is nothing else!

800
00:45:48,950 --> 00:45:50,075
There is nothing else!

801
00:46:45,992 --> 00:46:47,825
You should choose heavy.

802
00:46:47,908 --> 00:46:49,492
No, no, not the fat one.

803
00:46:49,575 --> 00:46:50,867
The fat ones aren't going anywhere.

804
00:46:50,992 --> 00:46:52,700
Always thin. Thin is best.

805
00:46:53,658 --> 00:46:54,658
That.

806
00:46:59,533 --> 00:47:01,408
Mandy?

807
00:47:05,158 --> 00:47:07,742
Ugh. You look drunk!

808
00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:10,783
- What are you doing here?
- What are you doing here?

809
00:47:10,867 --> 00:47:12,242
It's not a competition.

810
00:47:13,075 --> 00:47:15,408
I work with Cressida.
We are in a situation of collaborators.

811
00:47:15,492 --> 00:47:16,533
Wasteful shit.

812
00:47:16,617 --> 00:47:18,992
I'm based in LA now.
Did you know that?

813
00:47:19,075 --> 00:47:20,117
Yes, the accent.

814
00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:23,158
Between you and me,
we knew how to flirt, Cressida and I.

815
00:47:23,242 --> 00:47:24,992
...fucking mom, mom? Mom!

816
00:47:25,742 --> 00:47:26,825
Your son?

817
00:47:26,908 --> 00:47:28,075
Son of a fisherwoman.

818
00:47:28,158 --> 00:47:30,283
Do you kiss your mother with that mouth?

819
00:47:37,575 --> 00:47:39,450
Mandy, Larch, let's dance.

820
00:47:47,033 --> 00:47:48,075
Ah.

821
00:47:52,408 --> 00:47:54,033
You look like a monkey.

822
00:47:55,283 --> 00:47:56,742
That's what everyone says.

823
00:47:58,075 --> 00:48:01,617
Your eyes are too close.
Like grandfathers.

824
00:48:02,825 --> 00:48:04,492
- Like an owl?
- Like an owl.

825
00:48:04,950 --> 00:48:06,867
Exactly. A bird of prey.

826
00:48:06,950 --> 00:48:07,992
Super.

827
00:48:08,075 --> 00:48:09,075
Ouch!

828
00:48:12,575 --> 00:48:13,825
What do you think, Arish?

829
00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:15,992
should we get married
me and your mom?

830
00:48:16,117 --> 00:48:18,117
She is sad. Too sad for a man.

831
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:20,158
- Do I like you, Arish?
- Yes.

832
00:48:20,242 --> 00:48:21,367
Yes, I like you.

833
00:48:21,533 --> 00:48:23,492
You sure are weird,
but that's strength

834
00:48:23,533 --> 00:48:26,367
- it will put you aside.
- Well, you have a lot of strength.

835
00:48:26,450 --> 00:48:28,158
Mandy,
you send this boy into the world.

836
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:29,992
It's more important now
than it ever was

837
00:48:30,033 --> 00:48:32,283
- for him to be a hero.
- Or just a nice guy.

838
00:48:32,367 --> 00:48:34,407
Just what this world needs,
another nice guy.

839
00:48:34,450 --> 00:48:36,908
- I really like you.
- They are doing so well, nice guys.

840
00:48:36,950 --> 00:48:39,075
you should know
I don't want my life

841
00:48:39,158 --> 00:48:41,783
to assure that what
gold is happening here.

842
00:48:43,325 --> 00:48:46,658
Especially when you're wandering around,
full of secrets

843
00:48:47,033 --> 00:48:48,783
then they burn out like stars.

844
00:48:48,867 --> 00:48:51,408
- Fucking women.
- It is my right to...

845
00:48:51,492 --> 00:48:55,367
I would rather have a son
he wanders around believing

846
00:48:55,450 --> 00:48:57,992
that they are all his
tics and anxieties

847
00:48:58,075 --> 00:48:59,825
are just his bad luck.

848
00:48:59,908 --> 00:49:02,325
And not because of his father cunt!

849
00:49:02,408 --> 00:49:03,742
I was protecting him.

850
00:49:03,825 --> 00:49:07,408
From what? From... from what?

851
00:49:08,117 --> 00:49:10,492
A-man who makes mistakes?

852
00:49:11,117 --> 00:49:13,283
You were protecting yourself.

853
00:49:13,950 --> 00:49:14,950
Fuck it!

854
00:49:15,908 --> 00:49:17,950
You know, it's like,
as if women live on

855
00:49:18,033 --> 00:49:21,492
to this world which
has seen nuclear war.

856
00:49:21,575 --> 00:49:23,575
- Yes. It was difficult.
- Nobody lives there either

857
00:49:23,658 --> 00:49:24,700
but you guys

858
00:49:24,783 --> 00:49:27,408
Scratching at the crumbs
and the only daylight

859
00:49:27,533 --> 00:49:30,325
it is a comfort to you that you are
saw it all coming...

860
00:49:30,408 --> 00:49:31,700
It would drive me crazy.

861
00:49:31,783 --> 00:49:33,908
Oh, you're already crazy. You are all crazy.

862
00:49:33,992 --> 00:49:36,908
- And getting crazier.
- Or just better and better.

863
00:49:36,992 --> 00:49:39,051
- No, you're spineless.
- The fucking devil. Oh my god.

864
00:49:39,075 --> 00:49:41,242
- Well, go on, say it.
- What's going on here?

865
00:49:41,325 --> 00:49:43,200
Like,
what's going on... As if you

866
00:49:43,283 --> 00:49:45,283
everyone lived under a fucking rock.

867
00:49:45,367 --> 00:49:47,533
Louder, Mandy,
like you're fucking serious.

868
00:49:47,617 --> 00:49:50,492
I said, what's going on here?

869
00:49:50,617 --> 00:49:51,825
I said...

870
00:49:52,158 --> 00:49:56,533
Hey! Oi!
Hey, fucking religious people.

871
00:49:56,658 --> 00:49:58,825
Guess what? People now

872
00:49:58,908 --> 00:50:00,367
they love cautiously or not at all

873
00:50:00,450 --> 00:50:02,783
and sometimes Pete
sometimes people live alone.

874
00:50:02,867 --> 00:50:04,867
Divorced twice,
and a homosexual is fucking

875
00:50:04,950 --> 00:50:08,242
richer for it. Here
is so freaking iconic.

876
00:50:08,408 --> 00:50:10,908
It's like a fucking intervention
every time you open your mouth.

877
00:50:10,992 --> 00:50:12,712
Stop being so impressed by it!

878
00:50:17,950 --> 00:50:19,658
You are a sad and hopeless woman.

879
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:26,408
Your dad fucks ass.

880
00:50:37,158 --> 00:50:38,242
Sorry.

881
00:51:11,450 --> 00:51:12,450
Oi!

882
00:51:26,367 --> 00:51:27,908
Is that your real face?

883
00:51:29,117 --> 00:51:32,825
Those freckles... they are a gift from God.

884
00:52:24,242 --> 00:52:25,325
Dad.

885
00:52:26,992 --> 00:52:28,117
Oh God.

886
00:52:32,283 --> 00:52:33,658
I want you to know

887
00:52:34,783 --> 00:52:35,992
I hate you, dad.

888
00:52:37,117 --> 00:52:39,450
You made me useless,
I'm a waste.

889
00:52:41,992 --> 00:52:43,867
- You are a gift.
- For whom?

890
00:52:44,408 --> 00:52:46,700
- Whose gift am I?
- You are my gift.

891
00:52:50,908 --> 00:52:52,533
A man wants to marry me, dad.

892
00:52:54,367 --> 00:52:56,700
- Why not? As I say...
- Look at me, dad.

893
00:52:58,533 --> 00:52:59,658
Stop it.

894
00:53:00,117 --> 00:53:01,325
Stop it.

895
00:53:01,367 --> 00:53:02,867
You know it's calculated to watch

896
00:53:02,950 --> 00:53:04,700
the way one moves one's mouth.

897
00:53:04,783 --> 00:53:06,617
- It's unbelievable.
- Well, I don't believe it.

898
00:53:06,700 --> 00:53:09,367
It's my fault?
Will you help me grow

899
00:53:09,450 --> 00:53:10,783
Fuck no. I don't want you to grow up.

900
00:53:10,867 --> 00:53:12,408
We're all the same, Mandy,

901
00:53:12,492 --> 00:53:14,033
all the same because me
...I miss it a bit.

902
00:53:14,117 --> 00:53:16,283
No, you're missing a fucking piece,
dad.

903
00:53:16,825 --> 00:53:19,742
Mandy. People are
want to move through

904
00:53:19,825 --> 00:53:22,242
life with a finger on
to someone. It's comforting.

905
00:53:22,325 --> 00:53:25,492
I don't want to feel comfortable
I want to take off my skin.

906
00:53:25,575 --> 00:53:26,617
Like a snake.

907
00:53:26,700 --> 00:53:27,992
I want to feel the effect of each

908
00:53:28,075 --> 00:53:29,468
minutes and I wish
thank him for it

909
00:53:29,492 --> 00:53:32,408
and I fucking want to...
i want to fucking wake up!

910
00:53:33,867 --> 00:53:35,325
I want to wake up and live!

911
00:53:37,867 --> 00:53:39,450
Do you understand what I mean?

912
00:53:40,533 --> 00:53:42,367
I want a complex family
the tree and let it be ours

913
00:53:42,450 --> 00:53:45,867
a family of followers
looks and says, "Wow!

914
00:53:46,158 --> 00:53:48,283
That Vic was a guy!"

915
00:53:48,367 --> 00:53:49,408
Or just cunt.

916
00:53:49,450 --> 00:53:51,690
- "He lived, didn't he?"
- Before he died of AIDS.

917
00:54:10,325 --> 00:54:12,200
Do you remember when you were little?

918
00:54:12,950 --> 00:54:15,117
and I poured for you
yogurt on the head?

919
00:54:19,492 --> 00:54:20,533
That.

920
00:54:20,867 --> 00:54:21,908
That.

921
00:54:22,492 --> 00:54:25,450
Or when you refused to wear
your beautiful new clothes,

922
00:54:25,533 --> 00:54:27,533
and I made you do
are you wearing a trash can?

923
00:54:29,075 --> 00:54:30,075
Mm-hmm.

924
00:54:31,533 --> 00:54:32,908
And if I die

925
00:54:34,242 --> 00:54:36,575
you would keep thinking
about those things.

926
00:54:42,033 --> 00:54:43,325
If you died, dad

927
00:54:45,700 --> 00:54:49,075
I would be sorry that
you have lived so long and

928
00:54:49,158 --> 00:54:51,450
vivid,
but you could not appreciate any of it.

929
00:55:10,658 --> 00:55:12,117
I'm sorry about your mom.

930
00:55:12,950 --> 00:55:14,117
That. Me too.

931
00:55:14,867 --> 00:55:15,908
That's awful.

932
00:55:19,742 --> 00:55:20,742
I can't believe it.

933
00:55:20,825 --> 00:55:23,325
Really?
We joke about those years.

934
00:55:23,450 --> 00:55:24,533
That.

935
00:55:25,242 --> 00:55:26,533
Maybe we shouldn't have.

936
00:55:26,700 --> 00:55:27,783
Not.

937
00:55:28,617 --> 00:55:30,325
I can't believe it
that you told him first.

938
00:55:30,492 --> 00:55:32,200
I tell him everything first.

939
00:55:32,742 --> 00:55:34,158
Why couldn't it be him?

940
00:55:35,242 --> 00:55:36,325
Why is he even here?

941
00:55:37,075 --> 00:55:38,242
He wants to help.

942
00:55:47,075 --> 00:55:48,617
How can you smoke?

943
00:55:48,700 --> 00:55:49,783
Because I love it.

944
00:55:50,450 --> 00:55:51,700
I'm not afraid, Mandy.

945
00:55:52,742 --> 00:55:54,533
There's no point in screaming into the wind

946
00:55:54,617 --> 00:55:56,742
asking God for an explanation.

947
00:55:56,825 --> 00:55:59,450
I've never asked him before.
It seems stupid.

948
00:55:59,825 --> 00:56:00,867
How's Pete?

949
00:56:02,492 --> 00:56:03,783
- Fuck Pete.
- Oi.

950
00:56:09,325 --> 00:56:10,658
He is the sun...

951
00:56:11,575 --> 00:56:12,825
and showers, I don't know

952
00:56:12,908 --> 00:56:15,783
Actually I can't
talk smart about him.

953
00:56:16,658 --> 00:56:18,783
Start with his eyes.

954
00:56:19,992 --> 00:56:20,992
This one...

955
00:56:22,658 --> 00:56:24,117
He... Um, they're...

956
00:56:26,492 --> 00:56:29,367
Blue-grey with...

957
00:56:30,908 --> 00:56:32,492
pinprick pupils.

958
00:56:33,783 --> 00:56:35,158
It's a sign of autism.

959
00:56:35,783 --> 00:56:36,783
Is it?

960
00:56:37,033 --> 00:56:39,283
That and walking on tiptoes,
does it do that?

961
00:56:39,408 --> 00:56:40,408
Not.

962
00:56:40,742 --> 00:56:42,617
I would definitely notice that.

963
00:56:42,742 --> 00:56:45,075
Well, you'd love him anyway.

964
00:56:46,492 --> 00:56:48,908
Yes, but with a heavy heart.

965
00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:56,200
Fuck it.

966
00:56:59,700 --> 00:57:01,450
I don't know what kind of sun was rising

967
00:57:01,492 --> 00:57:03,200
the day when
is that child conceived

968
00:57:03,283 --> 00:57:07,158
but it was clearly very
bad and very hot.

969
00:57:09,825 --> 00:57:12,533
You know she came back first,
like shrimp?

970
00:57:13,242 --> 00:57:15,075
Almost killed her mother.
Did she tell you that?

971
00:57:15,158 --> 00:57:16,158
Not.

972
00:57:16,408 --> 00:57:17,450
That.

973
00:57:19,950 --> 00:57:21,158
Is it symbolic?

974
00:57:21,367 --> 00:57:22,575
No, she's not interested...

975
00:57:23,492 --> 00:57:24,492
Fuck it!

976
00:57:37,825 --> 00:57:39,908
She used to be like that
funny child.

977
00:57:40,075 --> 00:57:41,617
She knew how to write those small letters

978
00:57:41,700 --> 00:57:43,242
and slip them into our pockets.

979
00:57:43,825 --> 00:57:45,950
A few love letters,
few requests for

980
00:57:46,033 --> 00:57:48,117
money, and then,
often small death threats.

981
00:57:49,242 --> 00:57:50,575
Really? That's incredible.

982
00:57:51,200 --> 00:57:53,033
What, What threats?

983
00:57:53,200 --> 00:57:54,783
You know the horrible ones.

984
00:57:54,992 --> 00:57:56,634
The ones that would make you think.

985
00:57:56,658 --> 00:57:57,742
Ha.

986
00:57:57,867 --> 00:58:00,200
You've seen the way she sleeps,
with that smile?

987
00:58:00,283 --> 00:58:02,825
That. I love that about her.

988
00:58:03,700 --> 00:58:05,283
What, that manic little smile?

989
00:58:08,033 --> 00:58:09,033
That.

990
00:58:10,617 --> 00:58:12,337
Let's assume that
he has to smile at something.

991
00:58:15,492 --> 00:58:16,867
God, that's bloody sad.

992
00:58:19,450 --> 00:58:20,450
Um...

993
00:58:21,908 --> 00:58:23,367
I know what I have to do now.

994
00:58:25,242 --> 00:58:26,242
Pray.

995
00:58:41,242 --> 00:58:42,325
Dear God.

996
00:58:43,283 --> 00:58:44,450
When I'm afraid

997
00:58:45,158 --> 00:58:46,533
I trust in you.

998
00:58:48,242 --> 00:58:51,033
Let it be Marion
wrapped in your love.

999
00:58:52,408 --> 00:58:54,742
Found deep in the
your eternal wings.

1000
00:58:55,533 --> 00:58:57,617
Don't let her sins deter…
This one...

1001
00:58:58,075 --> 00:58:59,158
no,

1002
00:59:00,783 --> 00:59:02,075
D-deprive. Deprive.

1003
00:59:02,367 --> 00:59:05,950
Do... don't let it be
her sins deprive you of your grace.

1004
00:59:06,492 --> 00:59:08,700
Let Christ's
healing power...

1005
00:59:10,742 --> 00:59:12,325
help her. Amen.

1006
00:59:37,492 --> 00:59:38,533
What?

1007
00:59:39,617 --> 00:59:41,325
Will you marry me?

1008
00:59:43,658 --> 00:59:45,242
That. I will marry you.

1009
01:00:15,283 --> 01:00:16,658
It's mental up here.

1010
01:00:17,700 --> 01:00:19,117
You know I'm dizzy?

1011
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:21,533
- Yes.
- So this is quite a lot.

1012
01:00:22,283 --> 01:00:24,658
- I apologize for that.
- No, it's fine.

1013
01:00:26,242 --> 01:00:27,700
I have cancer.

1014
01:00:29,950 --> 01:00:31,033
That.

1015
01:00:31,117 --> 01:00:32,742
Mandy asked me
what are you like the other day

1016
01:00:32,825 --> 01:00:35,450
eyes and I said yes
I can't remember.

1017
01:00:35,533 --> 01:00:36,575
Kind of sad.

1018
01:00:36,658 --> 01:00:40,450
I realized I hadn't looked
good in you for almost 17 years.

1019
01:00:41,408 --> 01:00:42,700
They are your hazelnuts.

1020
01:00:45,200 --> 01:00:46,283
Well done.

1021
01:00:46,575 --> 01:00:49,950
Yours are milky. Misty.
As if you have glaucoma.

1022
01:00:54,117 --> 01:00:56,992
Ariš says he wants to keep it
everything I've ever worn.

1023
01:00:57,075 --> 01:00:58,533
Kinda creepy.

1024
01:00:58,617 --> 01:00:59,742
I think it's cute.

1025
01:01:06,867 --> 01:01:08,617
I punished you, Marion, I...

1026
01:01:10,408 --> 01:01:12,617
I couldn't believe you did that,
little bitch

1027
01:01:13,033 --> 01:01:14,450
You showed me right away.

1028
01:01:16,242 --> 01:01:18,200
You were such a ray
of light when I'm you

1029
01:01:18,283 --> 01:01:20,450
met and simply
I stole from you every day.

1030
01:01:20,533 --> 01:01:21,575
Well, that's marriage.

1031
01:01:21,658 --> 01:01:22,867
Well, I never said thank you

1032
01:01:22,950 --> 01:01:25,533
I simply ran away
and gave it to other people.

1033
01:01:50,367 --> 01:01:52,658
I want yours to be the last

1034
01:01:52,742 --> 01:01:54,033
the face i see before death.

1035
01:02:09,783 --> 01:02:10,783
Meet Alice.

1036
01:02:10,867 --> 01:02:13,242
- He is 22 years old, with a crooked smile.
- No.

1037
01:02:13,325 --> 01:02:15,617
By the end of the episode, he gets it

1038
01:02:15,700 --> 01:02:16,950
a fucking brand new mouth.

1039
01:02:17,033 --> 01:02:19,658
Her mouth wins in
wars in the company of men.

1040
01:02:19,742 --> 01:02:21,492
- Intimacy?
- God, no. Not.

1041
01:02:21,575 --> 01:02:22,783
Alice doesn't need a man.

1042
01:02:22,867 --> 01:02:23,867
Better.

1043
01:02:23,950 --> 01:02:25,783
- Would it be animation?
- Dolls.

1044
01:02:25,867 --> 01:02:27,617
Puppetry. Puppetry.

1045
01:02:27,700 --> 01:02:29,992
- Christ.
- My heart. I'm excited.

1046
01:02:30,617 --> 01:02:32,783
Mandy? What do you have for me, Mandy?

1047
01:02:34,242 --> 01:02:35,242
Mandy.

1048
01:02:35,325 --> 01:02:37,075
Mandy!

1049
01:02:38,117 --> 01:02:40,158
The room is bathed in southern light.

1050
01:02:41,325 --> 01:02:43,700
We hear scratching
pencils on paper.

1051
01:02:44,950 --> 01:02:48,408
Let's follow the trail of glitter
and broken afros.

1052
01:02:49,283 --> 01:02:50,992
And we find a woman on her knees.

1053
01:02:51,075 --> 01:02:52,242
Back to the camera.

1054
01:02:53,117 --> 01:02:54,200
She is black.

1055
01:02:55,408 --> 01:02:58,742
Her ass, once peaches,
now he sits sadly.

1056
01:03:00,158 --> 01:03:02,408
We follow her
spine to the neck.

1057
01:03:03,075 --> 01:03:06,450
And we recognize it
the most significant vocal hum.

1058
01:03:07,700 --> 01:03:09,950
With his afro in disarray and

1059
01:03:10,033 --> 01:03:11,367
madness in the eyes
turns to the camera.

1060
01:03:14,242 --> 01:03:15,575
This is Beyoncé.

1061
01:03:16,408 --> 01:03:18,033
And this is her suicide note.

1062
01:03:22,117 --> 01:03:23,117
Out.

1063
01:03:24,658 --> 01:03:26,075
Everyone out.

1064
01:03:28,783 --> 01:03:29,950
But not you.

1065
01:03:32,783 --> 01:03:33,992
What I mean...

1066
01:03:36,158 --> 01:03:37,700
what a terrible suggestion.

1067
01:03:38,242 --> 01:03:39,242
What...

1068
01:03:40,575 --> 01:03:42,492
What do you want me to do, uh, Mandy?

1069
01:03:42,617 --> 01:03:46,242
You want me to give the BBC the fuck

1070
01:03:46,325 --> 01:03:48,117
suicidal message and
I call that a "dramedy?"

1071
01:03:48,200 --> 01:03:50,575
It's absurd. It's absurd!

1072
01:03:51,783 --> 01:03:53,325
And that is the most incredible outcome.

1073
01:03:53,408 --> 01:03:55,533
I mean,
it doesn't even ring true.

1074
01:03:55,617 --> 01:03:56,617
Just...

1075
01:03:58,033 --> 01:03:59,158
Beyonce...

1076
01:03:59,825 --> 01:04:01,492
he's got his fucking head in the game.

1077
01:04:01,867 --> 01:04:03,158
It will end badly.

1078
01:04:03,408 --> 01:04:04,950
You have tremendous energy.

1079
01:04:06,325 --> 01:04:08,200
I'll overlook that
because she is your mother

1080
01:04:08,283 --> 01:04:10,117
dying, but I warned you.

1081
01:04:13,783 --> 01:04:15,200
And you are so beautiful.

1082
01:04:16,742 --> 01:04:18,742
Why are you doing this to me? To yourself?

1083
01:04:20,033 --> 01:04:22,075
OK, what... What are you doing?

1084
01:04:22,908 --> 01:04:24,325
Where... Where are you going?

1085
01:04:24,908 --> 01:04:27,783
Oh. Oh! I see. You're fired.

1086
01:04:28,075 --> 01:04:29,200
You're fired.

1087
01:04:29,283 --> 01:04:31,075
You're fucking fired!

1088
01:04:32,950 --> 01:04:33,992
ok can i...

1089
01:04:34,367 --> 01:04:36,700
Can we bring you all...
Can we get you back here?

1090
01:04:36,783 --> 01:04:37,783
Please?

1091
01:05:22,992 --> 01:05:25,367
It wouldn't help.
It wasn't for you.

1092
01:05:25,867 --> 01:05:26,908
Don't.

1093
01:05:27,617 --> 01:05:29,450
I'll ask you a few questions

1094
01:05:29,617 --> 01:05:31,367
- and I want some...
- Jesus.

1095
01:05:33,992 --> 01:05:35,492
That's your gift to me.

1096
01:05:36,408 --> 01:05:37,575
Okay, go on then.

1097
01:05:38,742 --> 01:05:41,242
Did you spend that money,
from my mom

1098
01:05:41,908 --> 01:05:43,825
on that dirty brown Merc?

1099
01:05:44,825 --> 01:05:45,825
That.

1100
01:05:47,325 --> 01:05:49,700
Did you sleep with
Carlo behind my back?

1101
01:05:49,825 --> 01:05:51,825
It's one of the
Mandy's fantasies.

1102
01:05:51,950 --> 01:05:55,283
Have you had affairs with
Rebecca Staines?

1103
01:05:55,783 --> 01:05:57,867
You and I didn't have
intercourse for months.

1104
01:05:57,950 --> 01:06:03,075
Have you had affairs with
Rebecca Staines?

1105
01:06:04,033 --> 01:06:06,742
- I'm confused.
- I'm dying, Vic.

1106
01:06:16,492 --> 01:06:17,658
No, Marion.

1107
01:06:18,742 --> 01:06:21,408
I didn't have an affair with
Rebecca Staines.

1108
01:06:26,158 --> 01:06:27,200
Thank you.

1109
01:06:41,325 --> 01:06:42,408
Fucking hell.

1110
01:06:51,158 --> 01:06:52,492
Fuck it.

1111
01:06:52,617 --> 01:06:53,742
You're not tough.

1112
01:06:53,825 --> 01:06:54,992
I don't deal with that.

1113
01:06:55,283 --> 01:06:57,242
My mom is dying in the next room

1114
01:06:57,325 --> 01:06:58,742
I'm on the bed
to suck your dick

1115
01:06:58,825 --> 01:07:00,408
can you just get in it
please

1116
01:07:00,992 --> 01:07:02,592
Let me persuade you
a little dirt on the ear?

1117
01:07:02,658 --> 01:07:03,700
All right.

1118
01:07:03,867 --> 01:07:05,742
I fucked someone else last night.

1119
01:07:05,825 --> 01:07:06,908
That?

1120
01:07:07,200 --> 01:07:09,783
I didn't mean to, but you made me sad.

1121
01:07:10,408 --> 01:07:11,634
Then he touched my leg and didn't

1122
01:07:11,658 --> 01:07:13,825
He didn't ask me anything
that was a relief.

1123
01:07:13,908 --> 01:07:15,450
Where did you meet this stranger?

1124
01:07:15,533 --> 01:07:16,658
In a cafe.

1125
01:07:16,742 --> 01:07:18,450
Which man drinks
coffee late at night?

1126
01:07:18,533 --> 01:07:20,992
A sober man. Kind man.

1127
01:07:21,825 --> 01:07:23,825
He told me I was
the most beautiful girl in London.

1128
01:07:23,908 --> 01:07:24,992
Oh, God!

1129
01:07:25,200 --> 01:07:27,033
And I loved that.

1130
01:07:27,117 --> 01:07:29,700
And I thought,
"I want this kind of meeting for the rest of my life."

1131
01:07:31,033 --> 01:07:32,700
Are you... Are you crying?

1132
01:07:32,783 --> 01:07:34,450
Not only...

1133
01:07:35,658 --> 01:07:37,450
He promised he would never love me

1134
01:07:37,533 --> 01:07:39,783
- but to always be a lark.
- Oh, I'm cumming!

1135
01:07:40,492 --> 01:07:41,992
I told him to cum inside himself.

1136
01:07:42,075 --> 01:07:43,325
Oh yes. I cum!

1137
01:07:43,408 --> 01:07:44,700
- And it is.
- Well, screw him.

1138
01:07:44,783 --> 01:07:46,575
- He got into my kitty.
- Oh God!

1139
01:07:46,658 --> 01:07:47,783
Fuck...

1140
01:07:50,325 --> 01:07:51,408
Fucking hell.

1141
01:07:51,492 --> 01:07:52,658
Fuck it.

1142
01:08:09,533 --> 01:08:11,950
When Grandma dies, will...

1143
01:08:12,575 --> 01:08:14,450
Grandma says that when she dies, she will

1144
01:08:14,533 --> 01:08:16,075
only a skeleton remains of her

1145
01:08:16,157 --> 01:08:17,950
and that it will be eaten by insects.

1146
01:08:18,992 --> 01:08:20,117
Grandma said that?

1147
01:08:20,407 --> 01:08:22,075
Why not go to heaven?

1148
01:08:22,742 --> 01:08:24,282
She doesn't believe in heaven.

1149
01:08:24,367 --> 01:08:25,450
Why not?

1150
01:08:25,532 --> 01:08:27,075
People believe in
different things.

1151
01:08:27,157 --> 01:08:28,492
I want to go to heaven.

1152
01:08:28,617 --> 01:08:29,617
Why?

1153
01:08:29,700 --> 01:08:32,117
Because it is warm and better than Earth.

1154
01:08:33,075 --> 01:08:35,450
Mom! You'll be there, won't you?

1155
01:08:35,575 --> 01:08:37,200
- You'll be there, won't you?
- Larch.

1156
01:08:37,282 --> 01:08:38,950
- You will be there in Heaven!
- Stop it.

1157
01:08:39,032 --> 01:08:41,075
- Stop it. Larch.
- You scare me, mom.

1158
01:08:41,242 --> 01:08:43,742
Don't you want to be
in heaven with me?

1159
01:08:44,282 --> 01:08:46,992
Of course you are!
Of course you believe in Heaven.

1160
01:08:47,117 --> 01:08:48,532
It's idiotic if you don't.

1161
01:08:48,700 --> 01:08:49,825
Isn't it? Isn't it?

1162
01:08:50,325 --> 01:08:52,450
Isn't it? You believe in Heaven!

1163
01:08:52,867 --> 01:08:54,867
You have. You believe in Heaven!

1164
01:08:56,367 --> 01:08:59,282
Isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it?

1165
01:09:02,450 --> 01:09:04,867
Of course you are.
Isn't it? Isn't it?

1166
01:09:05,200 --> 01:09:06,950
Of course you believe in Heaven.

1167
01:09:07,825 --> 01:09:09,242
Isn't it? Isn't it?

1168
01:09:31,825 --> 01:09:32,825
Hey.

1169
01:09:40,992 --> 01:09:41,992
Oh!

1170
01:10:42,325 --> 01:10:43,742
<i>Lord, help me.</i>

1171
01:10:44,033 --> 01:10:45,283
<i>Help me, Lord.</i>

1172
01:10:45,992 --> 01:10:47,450
<i>She is a woman in crisis.</i>

1173
01:10:48,033 --> 01:10:49,492
<i>She is a woman without limits.</i>

1174
01:10:49,575 --> 01:10:51,992
<i>Maybe something we share.
It should be fun, right?</i>

1175
01:10:52,075 --> 01:10:53,492
<i>It should be hot, right?</i>

1176
01:10:55,158 --> 01:10:56,450
<i>Oh, I'm exhausted.</i>

1177
01:10:57,658 --> 01:10:59,117
<i>You tried me, Lord.</i>

1178
01:10:59,742 --> 01:11:02,117
<i>You led me here,
you rescued this anarchist</i>

1179
01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:04,242
<i>and I know: "Suffer,
suffers. Grow, grow."</i>

1180
01:11:04,325 --> 01:11:06,950
<i>But I just want to suffer in the corner</i>

1181
01:11:07,033 --> 01:11:08,367
<i>until he shows me forever.</i>

1182
01:11:08,658 --> 01:11:10,575
<i>And what about that man
who does he fuck in sadness?</i>

1183
01:11:10,658 --> 01:11:11,950
<i>This predator in the cafe?</i>

1184
01:11:12,033 --> 01:11:13,825
<i>Is this mine
the future or is this a test?</i>

1185
01:11:14,575 --> 01:11:15,617
<i>I can't know.</i>

1186
01:11:15,742 --> 01:11:17,492
<i>Maybe she was comforting me
with this dirt.</i>

1187
01:11:17,575 --> 01:11:19,742
<i>It worked.
She's a fucking pervert.</i>

1188
01:11:20,658 --> 01:11:22,908
<i>I hate how small we are
the penis looks in the hands.</i>

1189
01:11:23,075 --> 01:11:25,575
<i>What are the big ones for anyway?
hands? Building walls?</i>

1190
01:11:25,825 --> 01:11:27,658
<i>I just want to hold a normal hand.</i>

1191
01:11:28,617 --> 01:11:30,492
<i>Soft and manageable palm</i>

1192
01:11:30,575 --> 01:11:32,617
<i>which I willingly
joins on this trip.</i>

1193
01:11:33,533 --> 01:11:34,700
<i>I want to hold your hand.</i>

1194
01:11:37,158 --> 01:11:38,783
<i>I'm going to hold hands.</i>

1195
01:12:46,492 --> 01:12:47,908
Are you not in love with me anymore?

1196
01:12:47,950 --> 01:12:49,117
What?

1197
01:12:49,450 --> 01:12:51,992
Am I not great enough?

1198
01:12:53,075 --> 01:12:54,533
Just tell me about your day.

1199
01:12:57,492 --> 01:12:58,658
Good...

1200
01:12:59,825 --> 01:13:02,700
I woke up, I saw you

1201
01:13:02,783 --> 01:13:04,075
I felt guilty

1202
01:13:04,158 --> 01:13:06,325
I thought about jerking off

1203
01:13:06,700 --> 01:13:09,117
but then I decided
work on a little

1204
01:13:09,200 --> 01:13:11,075
wedding and then I would
was rewarded with a wanka.

1205
01:13:11,158 --> 01:13:12,575
Well, we could just have sex.

1206
01:13:12,658 --> 01:13:13,742
Not.

1207
01:13:14,033 --> 01:13:15,450
Let's go home and have a baby.

1208
01:13:15,533 --> 01:13:18,158
I produce only strange children.
You said it yourself.

1209
01:13:25,200 --> 01:13:26,617
Why are you like this?

1210
01:13:27,867 --> 01:13:29,950
Why are you calming me down?
I'm not fucking giving you anything.

1211
01:13:30,033 --> 01:13:32,176
- Just be a fucking man.
- I'm just trying to be respectful.

1212
01:13:32,200 --> 01:13:33,533
Why? Just be yourself, Pete.

1213
01:13:33,617 --> 01:13:35,533
Just tell me yes
I am stupid or impaired.

1214
01:13:35,617 --> 01:13:37,450
You... you fucking...
you just feel guilty.

1215
01:13:37,533 --> 01:13:39,742
You fucking stink at that.
What did you do, Pete?

1216
01:13:40,700 --> 01:13:43,283
- What did you do, Pete?
- Fucked someone else.

1217
01:13:44,950 --> 01:13:45,992
Um?

1218
01:13:47,242 --> 01:13:51,242
I took myself and all that rejection

1219
01:13:51,742 --> 01:13:53,117
and headed to the city.

1220
01:13:53,200 --> 01:13:55,908
ok,
I haven't looked at you for more than five minutes?

1221
01:13:56,617 --> 01:13:58,117
I got fired, is that it?

1222
01:13:58,200 --> 01:14:01,117
No,
I was happy when you got fired.

1223
01:14:01,283 --> 01:14:02,283
Were you happy?

1224
01:14:02,367 --> 01:14:04,075
Once you became vulnerable.

1225
01:14:04,158 --> 01:14:06,617
And don't talk to me o
to my recklessness, dear

1226
01:14:06,700 --> 01:14:09,283
I think both here
we enjoy something progressive.

1227
01:14:09,867 --> 01:14:11,033
That.

1228
01:14:11,658 --> 01:14:13,242
Yes, you know what I'm talking about.

1229
01:14:14,533 --> 01:14:15,825
- Slag.
- What?

1230
01:14:16,950 --> 01:14:18,742
You know, I-I want you to know

1231
01:14:19,950 --> 01:14:21,117
I couldn't get up.

1232
01:14:22,033 --> 01:14:23,158
All right? I couldn't.

1233
01:14:32,283 --> 01:14:34,450
Did you screw up
that café gigolo?

1234
01:14:34,533 --> 01:14:36,575
The man of some night.

1235
01:14:36,658 --> 01:14:37,950
A night of tall tales.

1236
01:14:40,908 --> 01:14:44,033
What? What? I'm only human.

1237
01:14:45,450 --> 01:14:46,825
Be a fucking hero.

1238
01:14:47,200 --> 01:14:48,492
It rises above him.

1239
01:15:51,033 --> 01:15:52,283
Hi!

1240
01:16:21,658 --> 01:16:23,492
...you're a fucking fool, Marion.

1241
01:16:23,575 --> 01:16:25,325
Sometimes you act like a fool.

1242
01:16:25,742 --> 01:16:28,242
I had here with you
this whole fucking year...

1243
01:16:38,867 --> 01:16:39,992
...I hate that jumper

1244
01:16:40,075 --> 01:16:41,908
I hate that jumper
already fucking years!

1245
01:17:32,325 --> 01:17:37,825
<i>♪ La, la, la ♪</i>

1246
01:17:38,908 --> 01:17:42,533
<i>♪ La, la, la ♪</i>

1247
01:17:44,242 --> 01:17:47,075
<i>A man will always drive you crazy,
Mand.</i>

1248
01:17:50,283 --> 01:17:52,908
<i>Always a squirrel a little of himself.</i>

1249
01:17:56,242 --> 01:17:59,450
<i>Never go to anyone
do not reveal completely.</i>

1250
01:18:02,033 --> 01:18:04,325
<i>I don't want you to forgive your father</i>

1251
01:18:04,408 --> 01:18:07,200
<i>but, I don't know, maybe you should.</i>

1252
01:18:10,742 --> 01:18:11,825
<i>Do you have a light?</i>

1253
01:18:34,867 --> 01:18:36,117
<i>I'm afraid.</i>

1254
01:19:40,492 --> 01:19:41,533
Thank you.

1255
01:19:48,617 --> 01:19:49,658
Mandy...

1256
01:19:49,867 --> 01:19:51,242
Knowing the man... Mandy...

1257
01:20:08,908 --> 01:20:11,117
<i>I love and respect myself...</i>

1258
01:20:13,283 --> 01:20:15,825
...even though I'm a failure,
I love and respect myself.

1259
01:20:15,950 --> 01:20:17,325
Even though I'm a failure...

1260
01:20:17,658 --> 01:20:20,408
<i>Even though I'm a fraud,
although I fear</i>

1261
01:20:20,492 --> 01:20:21,992
<i>I still love and respect myself...</i>

1262
01:20:44,617 --> 01:20:45,950
Thanks for seeing me.

1263
01:20:47,575 --> 01:20:48,992
Did I interrupt the party?

1264
01:20:50,825 --> 01:20:51,950
Not this time.

1265
01:20:52,700 --> 01:20:55,367
You look like...
you look lighter.

1266
01:20:55,492 --> 01:20:56,783
Since the funeral, I think.

1267
01:20:58,158 --> 01:20:59,617
I'm sorry about the speech that day.

1268
01:20:59,700 --> 01:21:00,742
It's okay.

1269
01:21:08,200 --> 01:21:09,700
Why are you here, Pete?

1270
01:21:11,533 --> 01:21:13,450
Holding my massive hand?

1271
01:21:20,242 --> 01:21:21,450
I found my girl.

1272
01:21:26,742 --> 01:21:28,033
Yeah, just when, er

1273
01:21:28,450 --> 01:21:30,575
I wanted to turn my back on God,
Meredith arrived.

1274
01:21:30,658 --> 01:21:32,200
- Out of the blue.
- Or red.

1275
01:21:35,033 --> 01:21:36,617
Like you,
she also had a hard time,

1276
01:21:36,700 --> 01:21:38,242
but she's young, so...

1277
01:21:41,950 --> 01:21:43,492
you know,
never thought about it

1278
01:21:43,575 --> 01:21:45,200
how much I hate God
until I met you.

1279
01:21:46,325 --> 01:21:47,367
Sorry.

1280
01:21:47,908 --> 01:21:50,242
Why? You don't believe in anything.

1281
01:21:51,492 --> 01:21:52,658
Maybe I know.

1282
01:21:59,283 --> 01:22:00,408
I miss your misery.

1283
01:22:03,325 --> 01:22:04,575
Meredith is beautiful,

1284
01:22:04,658 --> 01:22:07,575
but everything impresses her.

1285
01:22:07,658 --> 01:22:09,200
Well, that's youth.

1286
01:22:09,617 --> 01:22:11,968
I guess that works in my favor,
she thinks i'm great.

1287
01:22:11,992 --> 01:22:13,492
That's what you wanted.

1288
01:22:15,450 --> 01:22:16,492
That.

1289
01:22:17,908 --> 01:22:18,992
I needed that.

1290
01:22:25,408 --> 01:22:27,867
- I'm coming back.
- No, it's not.

1291
01:22:28,825 --> 01:22:29,867
Yes, it is.

1292
01:22:31,242 --> 01:22:32,283
Come here.

1293
01:22:42,825 --> 01:22:44,533
Listen, if I marry Meredith

1294
01:22:44,783 --> 01:22:47,700
I will never divorce her,
so this is...

1295
01:23:07,575 --> 01:23:08,617
Mandy?

1296
01:23:09,658 --> 01:23:10,658
Mandy!

1297
01:23:11,575 --> 01:23:12,617
Mandy!

1298
01:23:14,325 --> 01:23:17,117
Every day I spent with you
a little piece of me died.

1299
01:23:17,408 --> 01:23:19,283
That's called a relationship, you fucking idiot.

1300
01:23:19,367 --> 01:23:21,200
Classic man shit.

1301
01:23:21,783 --> 01:23:23,783
I felt like you sat down

1302
01:23:23,950 --> 01:23:26,075
on the way to what
makes me strong.

1303
01:23:26,242 --> 01:23:28,283
And that was a relief.

1304
01:23:28,367 --> 01:23:30,742
What do you want, religious man?

1305
01:23:31,950 --> 01:23:33,283
I want to feel...

1306
01:23:33,367 --> 01:23:34,783
- Ugh.
- Ugh.

1307
01:23:35,492 --> 01:23:38,575
I want to feel...
I want to feel hopeful.

1308
01:23:39,242 --> 01:23:40,575
I want to hope that if you do

1309
01:23:40,658 --> 01:23:42,492
this woman get away from me immediately

1310
01:23:42,533 --> 01:23:44,450
it will be fine
but I don't know if it will.

1311
01:23:44,492 --> 01:23:46,325
Oh, he will!

1312
01:23:46,408 --> 01:23:47,783
Pig!

1313
01:23:48,117 --> 01:23:49,450
- Fuck off!
- Yes, I will!

1314
01:23:53,950 --> 01:23:55,367
W-What do you want?

1315
01:23:55,450 --> 01:23:58,492
What do you want?

1316
01:23:58,700 --> 01:24:00,075
What do you want?

1317
01:24:17,867 --> 01:24:19,450
I want a five hour day.

1318
01:24:21,408 --> 01:24:23,742
And I want a fucking promotion.

1319
01:24:24,450 --> 01:24:27,867
I want to make... a goulash that preserves.

1320
01:24:27,950 --> 01:24:29,950
- You don't need to make stew.
- I want to have time

1321
01:24:30,033 --> 01:24:31,492
to share it with my son.

1322
01:24:31,575 --> 01:24:34,575
I want to masturbate less.

1323
01:24:34,658 --> 01:24:36,408
What? I like to masturbate...

1324
01:24:36,492 --> 01:24:38,492
I want to like myself more.

1325
01:24:41,908 --> 01:24:42,992
I want a man.

1326
01:24:47,033 --> 01:24:48,075
Not!

1327
01:24:49,408 --> 01:24:51,575
I told you this. Come on, Mand.

1328
01:24:53,783 --> 01:24:54,783
Screw this.

1329
01:24:55,158 --> 01:24:56,325
I would love a man.

1330
01:24:58,492 --> 01:24:59,658
Kind man.

1331
01:25:01,158 --> 01:25:02,700
But you're not the one, Pete.

1332
01:25:04,242 --> 01:25:05,700
You are a mother's ruin.

1333
01:25:06,492 --> 01:25:08,908
The problem with you, Pete,
is that you are naughty when

1334
01:25:08,992 --> 01:25:10,992
hurt you
but you're hurt all the time.

1335
01:25:11,742 --> 01:25:13,367
You're broken, Mandy.

1336
01:25:16,367 --> 01:25:17,658
I know.

1337
01:25:17,783 --> 01:25:20,450
Just, just...
just think about your son.

1338
01:25:23,867 --> 01:25:24,908
It's me.

1339
01:25:44,408 --> 01:25:45,617
I love you.

1340
01:25:45,908 --> 01:25:47,033
I love you too.

1341
01:26:35,955 --> 01:26:40,955
END